thank you dawius.
for the little notes you leave everywhere, the incessant laughter, and for always being there. <3


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this is weird, i feel hyper.

anyway, i snapped at this old ah beng man at the coffee shop yesterday for smoking and depriving me (and the world) of clean air. and overheard him telling his friends that if i wasnt female, he would've killed me. i got madder of course. the bloody no smoking sign was just overhead and I WAS DOING HIM A FAVOUR, SAVING HIS MONEY AND THE WHOLE PLANET. bloody hell.


look at jackie! haha.



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such rapture.

maybe its your vulnerability i'm stuck on, yet vehemently deny. love is an inadequacy, a shortage. something agreed to administer, to repress. a decision that proliferates and feeds on unperceived boundaries. maybe its your temporal happiness i should live for, maybe i should choose to give.

i was to die, i was to enter a white decade.


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perhaps you got it all wrong,
i am your void afterall.


















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dominic yong sheng an makes me giggle so bad.
thank you for always being there.
i love you dom! :D


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so my phone line got cut off.

SHOULDNT THE WORLD STOP SPINNING, SHOULDNT EVERYONE SUFFER WITH ME?


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hello world!






today's a happy giggly day. because i had a yakiniku burger and milk tea and the frozen strawberry thing. and of course, icecream!

practical sucked. i spilled 2 of the vials like twice each. so i had to keep refilling >:[
and my test tube broke, so now ive got brown spots on my shirt! ew.

anyway, we saw celeste chen today. i feel sorry for her, she has to dress skimpy for attention. caleb said that shes chio from far but far from chio. and so we laughed. and laughed.

jackie got same grade as me for chinese! triggerhappy moments. are you wearing friday jackie? haha.

so hugs are free today! only today :D

im foretelling rachel's future. and she thinks im lousy. but gypsies are really good.

sharon really looks like matilda now. but sharon's hotter! and oh we forgot to throw last night's shit at jasmine tye! >:( never mind sharon, we throw tomorrow. stewpigx! lol.


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im hungry! >:[ :[
russell's coming to stayover cos he has nowhere to go for the night. im just hoping i'd get food as payment for taking him in. the fridge's empty. =(

yesterday was fun! pictures up here. sharon and i had chicken rice again. it was really good. oh my god i should stop talking about food.

anyway i had cheese prata and math tuition in the morning and as usual, didnt understand a word. and then was lunch with russell lau. and dinner at grandma's! it was so good. chilli crab and prawns and aaaahhh.

ok enough about food.

this is my sister by the way. she's a twelve and a total twit. she types lykke datxzx. im more than glad we dont look alike. ashley's soooo cute. only she refuses to let me hug her >:(








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i'll be the greatest fan of your life.












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i wrote this a year ago! and its silly >:[

Speak the Silence
Hello silence, we havent been talking
Recently I acutely yearned your company.
Have you watched the blind, heard the deaf,
Did you show yourself, and haunt to see?

Tell me your stories, indulge me in words,
Let me savour the soundless screaming.
I want to see you again, and seek solace,
I need to hear, to see the muted singing

Listen to the unvoiced broodings,
Ausculate the reticent pleas for mercy.
Suspend the prancing music in the air,
Compose and lullaby the death melody.

I sensed you that day, I heard the hushed ringing
Could you make out the moans of agony and despair?
The clanging chains that bound my conscience purred
Free me soon, now so I can take your place as heir.

Let me go, engulf my flames no deeper,
Pretentious malice cracked and broke my bones.
Hide me in stagnancy, invigorate my fatigued soul
Pass peace over tranquility, hatred disposed.

Speak the silence, say what the others cant,
Keep and bury the unconsoled thoughts inside.
Sermonize the anguish, diminish the faith,
For the alleviation of regret, silence will abide.


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replies!

jackie: I LOVE YOU TOO! (: got it from friendster. haha.
mini: it was a disappointment. too fastforwarded (:
ber: polkadotty_zebra@hotmail.com! :D


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more resolutions.

4. stop cutting classes
5. wake up on time
6. eat more vegetables


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today was fun.
we cut classes and watched the lake house. it was alright.
sharon makes me laugh silly.
we'd go sizzler someday soon vagina! looking forward to the many orgasms to come. :D
love you.

replies! :D

keefe: oh haha. paul frank so cute right! i just realised he's on skates/stilts.
rene: hello (: aww thank you.
rachel: do i ever sleep? pretty much all the time!
kahyee: hello you (:
mini: we all need to do that but we dont. haha :D
jackie: =D look at post below!
mag: HELLO MAG!


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happy sixteenth birthday jackie!

i love youuu! :D




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deborah

angie
caryn
cyrene
dominic
evonnie
jackie
jacklyn
kamini
leonard
lydia
rachel
sharon
sharyn
solomon
tabitha


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